every day i wake up and think to myself, do i really have to go to work today? today was exceptionally great (insert sarcasm here)! this week seems to be exceptionally great all around! with all the work i have to do in a day for my own division, i also have to work for another two divisions. somedays i wonder why did i choose this lifestyle and i still continue to ask myself that.
so this morning was weigh-ins for operations department. may i say that i have weighed-in within navy standards yet significantly out of my own standards. it came to be a painful reality that "happy married life" is making me fat! now i know you're all saying what? married life... okay well maybe not yet, but soon enough that i'll consider it that. with my honey home with me, i cook way more than i need to... and by more i also mean that i probably eat more than i need to. i have left overs but taking my lunch is hurting me more i think because now i'm eating snacks all day too....
but dont they say to eat 6 small meals a day? i think i'm eating 6 large meals a day. and after i weighed-in today and was so sad and upset, do you know what was running though my head? "i'm hungry!" :( i'm sure that is probably not what i should have been thinking. (in my defense it was almost lunch time and i had not snacked yet this morning prior to lunch) and then i had a seaweed salad for lunch and had to go to the dr, and on the way to the doctor, not more than 30-45 minutes after lunch do you know what i was thinking.... "i'm hungry again?" yeah, i know huh! i'm pathetic.
so i texted the boy and said today, we're going to exercise... and now after dinner, as i sit here on the couch with my computer, i really dont want to get off my FAT ASS, but i know i need to. i guess when i let the food settle a little bit and then i will be off on a run.
but on my way home from work today i traveled a new route and discovered that i can run on a mostly flat surface for at least 4 miles one way all the way down to the beach and it would be good for me. now if i can just get over the fear of getting hit by a car while i'm on the road? maybe i'll stick to the treadmill. LOL! well... here's to getting off the couch!
so this morning was weigh-ins for operations department. may i say that i have weighed-in within navy standards yet significantly out of my own standards. it came to be a painful reality that "happy married life" is making me fat! now i know you're all saying what? married life... okay well maybe not yet, but soon enough that i'll consider it that. with my honey home with me, i cook way more than i need to... and by more i also mean that i probably eat more than i need to. i have left overs but taking my lunch is hurting me more i think because now i'm eating snacks all day too....
but dont they say to eat 6 small meals a day? i think i'm eating 6 large meals a day. and after i weighed-in today and was so sad and upset, do you know what was running though my head? "i'm hungry!" :( i'm sure that is probably not what i should have been thinking. (in my defense it was almost lunch time and i had not snacked yet this morning prior to lunch) and then i had a seaweed salad for lunch and had to go to the dr, and on the way to the doctor, not more than 30-45 minutes after lunch do you know what i was thinking.... "i'm hungry again?" yeah, i know huh! i'm pathetic.
so i texted the boy and said today, we're going to exercise... and now after dinner, as i sit here on the couch with my computer, i really dont want to get off my FAT ASS, but i know i need to. i guess when i let the food settle a little bit and then i will be off on a run.
but on my way home from work today i traveled a new route and discovered that i can run on a mostly flat surface for at least 4 miles one way all the way down to the beach and it would be good for me. now if i can just get over the fear of getting hit by a car while i'm on the road? maybe i'll stick to the treadmill. LOL! well... here's to getting off the couch!
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